The Countdown.

I am so stinking excited!  For over a year now I have wondered what it would feel like on July 11th when I only had one month to go before getting hitched.  Would I be stressed?  Have cold feet?  Overjoyed?  Working?  Skinny?  Happy?  Overwhelmed?  What would it feel like to be one month out from the day I have dreamt about since I was a little girl (yes, I was one of those little girls). 

Well I am very excited to tell you just what it feels like for me.  First off, to give you a visual... I am smiling right now as we speak, and find myself in my own mind with a smile on my face every single day.  It is such a fantastic feeling.

Am I stressed?- Not at all.  Which kind of freaks me out, because shouldn't I be?  I have somehow magically gotten it in my mind that what will be will be, and I just want to enjoy the reality of the ride and not stress the details.  Its amazing for now (and sooo out of character), hope I don't regret being lackadaisical later. 

Cold feet?- Not one bit.  Hot feet actually.  I could not be more ready to marry Mr. Nate Smith.  Being his wife is such a privilege and I am so excited for the title!

Overjoyed?- Extremely!  I can not wait.  Me, a Mrs. Smith???  YES PLEASE!  Love that guy more and more everyday, it is truly amazing how great my life has been with him in it.   I am also really enjoying the day to day currently.  Making beauty appointments.  Having the get out of jail free cards with work to leave when needed and respond to calls as they come for my big day.  I love that Nate and I were up late last night setting up mock ups of what certain design aspects should look like, setting up table settings, things like that.  This is all so much fun! 

Working?- Yes.  And with the flexibility, not minding it actually.

Skinny?-  Haha, that's a loaded question.  I have lost all of my awful "love pounds" and am back to the 12 lbs. lighter stage I was hoping to be at.  Because of my recent car accident (and before that, laziness) I have not had my rear in the gym for almost a month.  Sad how fast things can go south.  But I am gradually getting back into the swing of things and optimistic about how I will feel in Bora Bora and in my white fitted dress.  The alterations have been going really really well, I am so pleased with how the beautiful dress is turning out on me- wouldn't change the dress for anything.

Happy?- Happiest I have ever been, ever imagined I could be.  Truly.  And that's that. 

Overwhelmed?- I guess a bit.  With emotions mostly.  Sometimes I cant sleep at night because I wake up at wee hours SO excited about the next 29 days.  I feel like I am 5 and Christmas is tomorrow every day.  Its so much fun!  Cant wait for the festivities to start the first weekend of August!!!!

IM GETTING MARRIED IN 29 DAYS!!!